Lyrics
Father I have a confession to make
I've never confessed for fear of losing faith
Into something I've never believed
And my prayers go unanswered for the third time this week
And if he's really there staring down from above at us
Then why is it so hard to sleep
To know that there's someone who cares
I can't take this pause in the cycle
I'm screaming out
Oh My God Well
Not fine but I know there's a fire inside
Some of us for something we think that we love
And I've never felt that security
It's something that I cannot see
Oh my god
Will someone please help
Show me a light as I am going through hell
Again
Oh my god
Well this is downhill
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I guess to confess is a regular thing
But a grasp on the concept that seem to be lacking
So let's have a toast
To the bird on the back of my throat
That makes all of this a bit easier
Not for me
But for you
I'm not who they thought they once knew
Tying ropes up to trees
Thinking that was the answer to everything
Now I know that it's not
But words are all you need
To get out of the dark
When you're sinking and sinking
And drowning
And screaming out
Oh my god
Will someone please help
Show me a light as I am going through hell
Again
Oh my god
Well this is downhill
???
I am resting
Or trying to anyway wait
I am waking
From nightmares about my days drunk
I've been drinking
And I don't believe anything said
I'm not speaking
I'm at the end and my life has been cut
And the past three years have been nothing but liquor
And questions about love
About god
About life
I just need a moment before I give up
One breath of air before I give in
To the things from my reflection might say from my mirror
About why I exist and why i'm still here
I'm screaming out
Oh my god
Will someone please help
Show me a light as I am going through hell
Again
Oh my god
Well this is downhill
???
Oh my god
Will someone please help
Show me a light in this