Father I have a confession to make I've never confessed for fear of losing faith Into something I've never believed And my prayers go unanswered for the third time this week And if he's really there staring down from above at us Then why is it so hard to sleep To know that there's someone who cares I can't take this pause in the cycle I'm screaming out Oh My God Well Not fine but I know there's a fire inside Some of us for something we think that we love And I've never felt that security It's something that I cannot see Oh my god Will someone please help Show me a light as I am going through hell Again Oh my god Well this is downhill ????? I guess to confess is a regular thing But a grasp on the concept that seem to be lacking So let's have a toast To the bird on the back of my throat That makes all of this a bit easier Not for me But for you I'm not who they thought they once knew Tying ropes up to trees Thinking that was the answer to everything Now I know that it's not But words are all you need To get out of the dark When you're sinking and sinking And drowning And screaming out Oh my god Will someone please help Show me a light as I am going through hell Again Oh my god Well this is downhill ??? I am resting Or trying to anyway wait I am waking From nightmares about my days drunk I've been drinking And I don't believe anything said I'm not speaking I'm at the end and my life has been cut And the past three years have been nothing but liquor And questions about love About god About life I just need a moment before I give up One breath of air before I give in To the things from my reflection might say from my mirror About why I exist and why i'm still here I'm screaming out Oh my god Will someone please help Show me a light as I am going through hell Again Oh my god Well this is downhill ??? Oh my god Will someone please help Show me a light in this