collapse at the thought of you it seems that accidents only happen on nice days I should've forgot my seatbelt are you running home from me or everything? it's true that waking up next to you made me think of every time I should've stapled your mouth shut you just never shut up I'm wrong you're right but who's in the trunk tonight? your timing's perfect but are you worth it? I have stumbled onto something I wish I could forget curl up and die I want to erase you I refuse to be your anything my face hits the floor like my guts did twice the night before it's embarassing to know you still breathe different air than me I hear whispering I can't be more sarcastic when I say "I'm glad you left, I'm glad you're dead, I'm glad your insides still drip from my hands and drip from your chest" surprise every word you said was a lie I tried to understand you all of the time but no matter what I do I'm having trouble hating you I'm not over this