sometimes I felt I was not alive worn down and numb from this constant strife living each day trapped under the weight I cleared my mind there's so much time I've spent living a life based on other's demands so I chose a way going against the grain I am the disregarded searching for something more isolated from where the truth's withhold I live this life until my heart stops beating Don't want to be a dead man breathing I like to dwell on the possibility of obscurity I live by my own set of rules I am the disregarded searching for something more isolated from where the truth's withhold