Night falls. I sweet talk and lie. I create a life to hide. I drain and find pretty eyes beside the reason I'm alive. I am nothing holy, only lead filled with holes. I am not an example to the other side. I now realize why I am alive. so I take this knife and ruin everything. Running for my life so I can spell relief. Everything built up inside is now blood on my hands. I am your earthly breath, I am your bleeding dream. I am the whole of you. I am not what i seem. I know I can't give up so many things. Such as you and tonight. Tonight I fail. tonight I lie. tonight is not the night I'd want to spend with you.