How Low

am I like a bad dream
did I make you feel,
like you were the ghost
and I was real?
was I real?
am I like your last dream?
am I still the same?
something in your eyes said
that I changed
how low?
am I one of god’s dreams
he’s having of himself?
am I a reflection
of someone else?
am I just a sad dream?
am I calling in the dark?
I slowly fade away
the days
when we’re apart
did you even notice me
in the background?
are you missing me so easily?
I’m calling out…