Lyrics
I didn't expect this from my life
Choice after choice has brought me down
I thought I could handle it on my own,
Hiding what I'd done wrong
Compromise and my own eyes are my demise
I am hiding from the truth in my life
And I am holding on to the last of my lies
And I am numb
to all of your cries
And I am numb to love
I feel like I don't care anymore
Allowing my guilt to recede
I search for more to fill me up
Showing all that's hid beneath
Compromise and my own eyes are my demise
I am hiding from the truth in my life
And I am holding on to the last of my lies
I am numb
to all of your cries
And I am numb to love
My screens turn into gaps that wake through the night as though my body were not my own.
My lies define who I am
Lost with no plan
I am lacking the motivation
I'm losing my home
Is this true love?
Are you still calling?
I'm fighting my fears
Are you still here?
Will you still love me?
I am hiding from the truth in my life
And I am holding on to the last of my lies
I am numb
to all of your cries
And I am numb to love