In the deepest of self Through the plains of non-existence I’ve been searching for purpose, searching for a reason For so long I’ve been lost in my head Can’t make the difference between right and wrong All of those I’ve once considered as friends Have vanished years ago Why am I left here wondering? Standing alone in the coldest of nights Clueless, uncertain Looking for a guiding light Flashback to when everything was clear The joy, the feel of having you all near All of that has disappeared and there aint nothing I can do about it Now that the lights are off, I have no choice but to live with it In the deepest of self Losing every bit of conscience Always searching for purpose, searching for a reason