The smoke of memories in my eyes The room is sleeting kind It comes in winter white In holiday disguise To sabotage my mind Dismiss the urge to reminisce To miss your stupid kiss The shot at happiness It never did exist And I don't care if it did 'Cause I won't cry There's no turning back Merry Christmas Happy goddamn new year I see you everywhere I see you everywhere I breathe You are the devil king The hell of my dreams You're poisoning my sleep And I won't cry There's no turning back But it makes me sad And this year it's going to be Just like you never knew me Peace and quiet Happy home How I love to be alone Merry Christmas Happy goddamn new year