i know, that i owe you at least a novel or two but now i'll try, to charm and burn away this song instead since youve left, i havent had more than i've had full of moments that reached the high point of hapiness i felt before you fled. youre the hole in myself, i havent been able yet, to fill with toxins and sex. and i promise that one day i'll stop trying maybe today will be the day when i stop lying to everyone except myself maybe today will be the day when you call maybe tomorrow, because its "one of those days" why does yesterday always seem so long ago? youre the only one who keeps me honest or at least youre the only one who tries im not quite sure if this is sober or if youre just a quiet high. and i promise, that one day- i'll stop lying. i know that i owe you at least a novel or two but now i'll try to charm and burn away this song instead. why does yesterday always seem youre the only one who keeps me honest or at least youre the only one who tries im not quite sure if this is sober or a youre just a quiet high. running away for comfort you seek the safety of your side