Life is hard when it has no meaning. I've never felt so low. No one to blame out but myself, so now I have to make things right. If not, I'll just sink deeper towards the bottom. Where did it all go wrong? I have forgotten when. I'm always failing the trials I'm face with. I just hope that these tortured days will have an end. I'd give anything to forget the thoughts that plague me. What do you do when you want to forget a broken past? Fucking up is how your learn, I know, I've been here before. But when the truth lays out before you, it has you dying cold. Searching for a way out, I can't let this last forever. Now i will confront what I've fought with for so long.